Imagen
Its so strange knowing you. Its almost as if you've lived inside my head forever, like you feel similarly to me in a very primal and instinctive way. i feel I've done this all before and it scares me. You joked you were  my imaginary friend metastasize into a man and now I cant stop wondering about it. Have I gone insane? Is this all in my head? I feel a strange pull in my gut when i think of you, one i don't want to surrender to but one i cant fight. I'm afraid of what we'll do to each other, like our affair will be a violent torment, a dangerous thing to indulge.
 It's so strange knowing you. Where did you come from? I think, I think, I think... I think I'm scared to stop thinking, scared of what I'll do if i do, I've hurt you before and I've never before met you. You, you to the look behind your eyes, I recognize you. I'm scared of what that might mean,of loosing myself in you if i let go.
 I've been here before, with you in your room, in the same room some other time I don't remember but I feel the temperature and recognize the smell our bodies make when we're together, the feel of your skin on mine and I know, I know I've been here before.  




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